Subject: Re: I am empowered by everything you say and do.I am empowered by everything y From: InaRuth@aol.com Date: Sat, 18 Jul 1998 23:36:04 EDT

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Ina here:

I am wondering if anyone else is experiencing the phenomena I am.  It's a week
since our 5th weekend, and the transformation (the "it") keeps getting deeper
and deeper.  I believe the phrase is "unrecognizable to be related to".  And
it keeps growing.  I spent a marvelous day with my daughter, Meri.  We went to
Legal's for a Lobster lunch (never do that sort of thing) and shopped and
played.  And as she unwound what was going on at her work, and we discussed
her wedding, I did not feel the need to fix anything or offer any suggestions.
(A few ideas about the college, but that was fair game).  I was a lot more
relaxed at the end.  Then, having discovered I can't/won't find the curtains I
want for the newly redecorated kitchen, I decided to crochet them.  Flash back
in time.  Then I got what was needed to finish setting up my VCR on a
recalcitrant not-cable ready television and watched The NeverEnding Story and
crocheted.

I guess the question is who am I becoming?  Somebody new mixed with some of
the best of the old me.  Calm like I used to be before the divorce (Kids'
dad), but calm like I've never been before.

So, gang, anyone else out there going through this?  Is this mass hypnosis or
what?  I'm totally content and still being perfectly effective.  I want to
know what's going on here!

love,
i

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