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As I read what Brian created below, I returned to my memories of being
in the Fifth Field.

There seems to be no name for it. It occurs as Connectedness, Seething
with Energy, Beingness. Beingness flows from I know not where into me,
and the Partnership conversations flow out. I seem to only be aware of a
very small part of it, only a small corner.

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> 
> The difficulty with speaking about this field is that it exists as a
> presence. Not in language. Also having been in this space on repeated
> occassions I can say it comes and goes. It colors everything newly
> while
> it's present and that's not something I'd say when present to the
> coloring.
> I can also say that possibility is present as an always everywhere
> phenomonon and I wouldn't call it possibility when I'm in that space.
> About
> the only way I can talk about it is afterward, when desicriptions like
> this
> conversation seems available.
> 
> It struck me as curious and I wondered if I would label this as a
> "partnership" field. While I will say partnership is present (more
> like
> being all of it) I would not have thought to characterize it as
> partnership. Nor would I characterize it as any other field or
> languaged
> phenomenon (love, possibility of possibilities, a clearing, etc) My
> sense
> is that these are all included and we use the distinctions after the
> experience to point to it's existence. By the way, I have never
> thought of
> it as a "place that existed" when I was there.
> 
> So I find myself saying more about what it isn't than what it is. I
> know
> that when it's present I have no need to describe it in language nor
> to
> give it form or meaning, nor to place it in time. In our Landmark
> model
> it's pure "being" and being in a way that has all of life show up
> immediately, all at once, larger, more spectacularly and without
> meaning.
> Of course saying that is an after-the-phenomenon-saying.
> 
> When it's present it's more like what Lynn shared about it. There's an
> opening to speak and nothing to say. Rather it lives in the
> interactions
> and wareness that are occuring in life around us.
> 
> Landmark's work speaks about this in many metaphors and constantly
> points
> to it and sometimes for me, will trigger the occurance of the
> experience.
> I've had it last for months on one occassion, and weeks on several
> occassions and for days most often. We may think of it as a "high",
> and
> while there it's not. Though I'd say it accurate that I experience
> heightened awarenesses and capabilities, and speak new sentences which
> I
> cannot assign a source/cause to. If I said it was being source that
> too
> would be to try to give it form and it has none. Suffice it to say, it
> is.
> 
> I stand in the middle of the universe
> As if on stage in the center of a hugh sphere.
> I cannot see the edges of the sphere and know they are there.
> The presence is more than I can bear.
> I speak loudly in a small voice
> words that I cannot hear.
> The silence is deafening.
> Only god knows
> that to give this meaning is leave the stage.
> And so I do.
> And it disappears into the rhelm of something to search for
> only to reappear each time I stop searching.
> 
> 

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